Could He Exist Here?

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Can I just say that Sheldon Cooper 

looked ridiculously hot in his Star Trek cosplay. Like fucking desert hot. Like reeking of  Loki-look-alike hot. 

Am I the only one who thought this???
Please tell me I’m not the only one that thought this.


For shame. Look at his bangable face and body.


I think they’ve hired a new scriptwriter and had no idea they were a Shenny shipper. 

Cuz can I just say how much I am loving this current season

It’s so funny again and then that game night episode oh god

it was like a dream come true

and today’s episode

Leonard and Penny fight hardcore

And Sheldon enjoys it

I think there’s a new Shenny writer hidden in the midst of the current show writers

I’m rooting for them

I’m rooting so hard

It’s not too much to imagine right?



And let’s not forget Sheldon saying (about Amy), “I need to cut her loose.”


(Source: takesometea, via itseveryshadeofwrong)

Thoughts on L/P, S/A 



Okay time to finally spill my emotions all over tumblr. Don’t worry, it won’t be happening very often. If you’re a L/P or S/A fan and you can’t take criticism of your preferences, don’t read. Unless you want to discuss. Then go ahead, read the hell out of it. Be outraged.

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2 years ago · 197 notes · originally from fucking-cute
#Shenny #The Big Bang Theory





Write Me A Childlike Letter Pretending: A Look Into Sheldon and Penny's relationship, as well as Penny and Leonard's and Amy and Sheldon's 


Whenever I see Leonard and Penny together, I always hear Tokio Hotel’s ‘Automatic’ in my head. Now you may not like them, but hear me out. It’s more the line “There’s no real love in you” that truly sticks out for their “relationship”, if you want to call it that. It seems like everything they do…

This is beautiful. Beautiful writing, speaking the brilliant truth. <3


Penny: I have been in L.A. for almost two years now, and I haven’t got a single acting job, I have accomplished nothing, haven’t gotten a raise at work, haven’t even had sex in six months, and just now when I was walking up those stairs a fly flew in my mouth and I ate it.


Penny: I have been in L.A. for almost two years now, and I haven’t got a single acting job, I have accomplished nothing, haven’t gotten a raise at work, haven’t even had sex in six months, and just now when I was walking up those stairs a fly flew in my mouth and I ate it.

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(Source: captainharvey, via bespectaculared)

shennyftw whispered, "when i read about 103, ill let u know. i am hoping its not too lenny. although i am sure lenny wont last... i hope that if S/P cant be together, at least S/A isnt int he end either, and i like them more than lenny but i prefer sheldon just being himself and not succumbing to that life... changing so much for her.... rather than being himself and being loved by some (penny) so just being alone and his world would be better for me. shenny forever though :D"

Thanks. :) I hope so too. XD;

You know what, that brings up such a good point. Shamy is something I never really supported or enjoyed (at first I really hated it, though Amy’s wormed her way a bit into my heart now), and I agree that if Shenny won’t happen, then at least Shamy must end too. Because we either have Sheldon: 1. learn how to be really in love, and love someone who is completely different from him (ie. Penny, who unlike Amy, is not another smart, science-y person that is also very socially awkward) and altogether growing up and becoming a better, more rounded person, or 2. we have him remain free and “uncorrupted” forever. We have him stay single in the end, finding that he doesn’t really need a relationship with anyone because he never did before (and meanwhile Amy leaves him for someone else because let’s face it, she wants more than he can give at the moment and I’m sure she’ll ultimately get exasperated). We’ll have Sheldon stay the way he always intended himself to be, estranged from the actions of “common” people, because he’s different from all the other boys and in a way, better. He either learns to appreciate love, or he stays the unique, “different” one out of the group (which he always is, anyhow) through needing nothing but his booksmarts. Being a genius at physics will then always remain his one true passion, and he’ll just stay in this comfort zone and take pride in that, while sniffing at everyone else for giving in to needing “common” affectations. 

Like you say, his world would be better that way than if he were to live forever with Amy. Sheldon Cooper’s life would stay balanced and unchanged; not interesting or better, but at least comfortable and acceptable. Which is probably all he asks for, anyways.

Whereas if Sheldon had to live with Amy, or even marry her (God forbid) I think he’d be miserable for the rest of his life.

Shamy is like Lenny in that it lacks chemistry and potential. When Sheldon and Amy are together, they simply write out agreements, say things in very logical and literal ways, and try to maintain the friendship alive. Sheldon has never forced Penny into signing ANY agreement, despite the fact that he has known her far longer than Amy now. And knowing Sheldon, he nearly makes everyone sign contracts as long he knows he’s going to have to spend a lot of time around them. But never Penny. And Sheldon doesn’t tell Amy his woes, or banter with her the way he does with Penny; unbeknownst to either of them, Penny and Sheldon have actually established a very natural, normal friendship, while with Amy Sheldon always just analyzes something scientifically over (and they don’t do much else).

Sheldon and Penny have long conversations at times; he and Amy do not. And even though he’s been rude to Penny sometimes when she speaks, it’s not the way he’s rude to Amy. He’s always threatening to shut Skype in Amy’s face, and he doesn’t even respond to Amy when she’s telling him good news during their dinner “date”, but on the other hand, Sheldon has listened to many little random stories Penny tells him (regardless of his smartass remarks at the end) and even responds to them almost every time. He tries to be helpful with her, and even figured out to buy bath products for her on his own.

Most importantly, Sheldon seems fine with having Penny touch him. Despite his dislike of unnecessary contact, he trusts Penny to handle his food, and has willingly given her hugs a couple times now.  He touches her shoulders and arms and even asks her to rub his chest when he’s sick. He never objects whenever she touches him, not ever. Like I’ve said before, they are very close and easygoing with each other, even though neither of them have actually been able to realize that fact.

On the other hand, with Amy, when she’s asking for a “cuddle” or a hug, Sheldon breathes, “hoo boy,” and looks like he’s bracing himself for a colonoscopy. 

They just are not close at all, which is why I can’t feel the warmth and the affection between them, and which is why I don’t think it should be a couple that lasts till the end. For a man like Sheldon Cooper, it takes time for someone (especially a girl) to really worm her way into his life and his heart, because he almost never even tries to give them the chance to. Penny has done this now, and no other girl has gotten as integrated into his life (it’s all there subconsciously, he just has to SEE this himself) and I think it would be a real shame if nothing is ever acted upon this fact. It would be a total waste, in fact.

Perhaps with time, Amy could also become a part of his “daily routine”, but she has yet to make Sheldon laugh and smile the way Penny does. Penny’s one of his closest friends, and they understand each other - I just wish they’d both see that themselves.

oops i got carried away

Don’t know why you feel you gotta go somewhere

Have you ever thought about just staying here
If you’ll let me, I can give you, don’t you know
Every reason not to go.

This is such a cute song.

And since I came upon it by reading this Shenny fic: which, by the way, is an adorable and lovely piece of work, I can’t listen to this song anymore without thinking of the story/imagining Shenny. You’ll see what I mean. If you read this fic and then listen to the song, this song will suddenly become THE Shenny song. XD

It’s a good association, so I dont mind.

Fic is called The Relocation Reasonings, try it! The author makes Shenny wonderfully plausible and sweet, and also analyzes Sheldon well (which I always appreciate). It’s inspiring me to write a Shenny fic myself, in fact…. /sighs and wishes she had more free time :X

Would anyone read it if I wrote a Shenny fic, anyhow? Just wondering.